You’re struggling to determine a baseline for your emotions right now. One minute you’re excited to try something new and the next moment you’re terrified, first you’re ecstatic and then you’re the public face of depression… you are desperately trying to reconcile the two disparate parts but to no avail and it’s the fight to change the state of mind or indeed to deny or define it that is causing you to suffer this way.
Change is a constant, but it doesn’t necessarily happen at a constant rate. When circumstances arrange a quantum shift either internally or externally, the sudden departure from the known creates struggle.
Imagine if you will for a moment that you have God’s perspective, nothing is out of place from this viewpoint. The divine comedy/tragedy is playing out as per the script and the players are right on cue… enter stage left the next exciting development, exit stage right the beloved main storyline. This emotional baseline I was talking about was calibrated to the old story and God wants you to know that your current discomfort, your current resistance, is based solely upon your dependence on what was, your fear of what will be and most importantly your blindness to what is.
Right now you have an opportunity to create an amazing scene that will shape the rest of your personal story simply by letting go of that fear, accepting the temporary discomfort whilst the set and backdrop are rearranged and understanding that everything that we deem normal today was once new.
The Homecoming combines Principle 2: I AM Detached with the healing green of the heart centre… when this combination strikes, a time of retreat is warranted. Not a running and hiding kind of retreat but a withdrawal within where stillness lies amid the chaos. This blessed haven of balance and peace will restore you while ever you reach for love and turn from fear.
The sun continues to rise and fall and as they say: “This too shall pass.” Joy will follow if you let it.
More next week… x