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Saturday Oracle – Suspending Disbelief

I just had the weirdest dream that perfectly sums up this combination and I’ll share it in just a moment but before that let’s get the basics in place…

This week Principle 2: I AM Detached, takes a hold of the mesmerising violet of the crown chakra and plays with it just a little. In this combination you may be forced to open your mind to believe in something that you cannot yet see, touch, hear, or feel; something so removed from your current zone of understanding that actually suspending disbelief to allow it to play out is the only way to proceed… prepare to be amazed.

The dream: I was in a hospital being seen at random because a doctor had caught a glimpse of something strange about me that concerned him whilst I was waiting with someone else who was actually there with an appointment. I was dragged through a series of tests and scans and several specialists later, a surgeon came out to see me saying he would only hand write the condition down for me because I hadn’t gone through referral and so there were no official notes. Everyone looked so worried and I was there saying, “I feel fine… I feel better than I have in years.” He disappeared into a room and came back with a scrap of paper with a diagnosis I couldn’t pronounce. As I read the big words and the concern in his face I began to cry, asking him what the hell it was and what it meant. He replied: “Intermittently a large part of your brain shuts down and scans showed a storm in a part of the brain that should be dormant. During the times your brain goes into shutdown you will lose control over your body and may not be fully aware conscious without even knowing it, like you’re having blackouts.”

I laughed until it hurt and he could do nothing but look confused saying “do you understand the seriousness of this condition?” “Yes,” I replied, “Its called meditation, I never blackout, and the storm you see in a dormant part of the brain is me receiving wisdom from spirit.”

The dream went on to the surgeon asking me to prove what being a channel looked like while he monitored and I ended up ‘re-educating a top brain surgeon who witnessed his first miracle… a miracle which to me was just a normal morning practice!

His mind was fixed within his sphere of understanding and his expertise frightened me… even though I knew in my heart I was happier, healthier and more alive than I’d ever been.

So, this week you may witness a miracle or your mind may download new information or inspiration that seems fantastical and unbelievable even, but you must recognise that it only seems so because up until now it has been beyond your scope of understanding. Don’t allow the disbelief of others to frighten you either, your higher wisdom understands what you are ready to receive. Let it play out… it will soon become the new normal.

Have a great week!

More later… x

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Saturday Oracle – When Questions Beget More Questions

The violet crown chakra holds the key to accessing your higher wisdom by allowing the light from your soul to fully enter and embody the physical. This chakra is so powerful that when fully activated, space, time and dimensions begin to merge as your human self is overlit by the purest part of you which is Divine. What happens though, when the very human part of you fights back and scoffs at the influx of new insight? That’s when questions beget more questions.

This week is set to be full of paradoxes created by your faith in your own ability to comprehend the bigger picture and will have you second guessing everything. Your higher self will be presenting you with signs and obvious clues as to which direction you should be going in, but your insecure ego will be asking stupid questions like “Did I just read that right?”

It’s almost impossible to sort out real guidance from wishful thinking this week and you’ll be looking for validation left, right and centre. Reading into the things people say, looking for hidden meanings, hidden agendas and nuances that might hold the key to what to do, will have you sending yourself half insane. Is there anything there other than what can be plainly seen?

I don’t have that answer for you but I can tell you this: The sum of your experience can only act as a guideline. If you don’t understand something, ask.

If the answers aren’t clear wait for more information.

Principle 3: I AM Human, is focused on your fallible side. Embrace it, then embrace it in others too. We are all just trying to comprehend the best we can. In a digital world where we can’t look into the eyes of the source of the information, we invariably only receive a small proportion of the actual message.

When the questions start leading to more questions and increase uncertainty beyond the norm; when you start pulling oracle card after oracle card trying to get a definitive answer on whatever your current dilemma might be, that’s when it’s time to stop all striving. Let go of the need to know completely and hand the entire situation over to God. Yes your ego will argue the toss, after all, your human self believes naively that it has some semblance of control here, even though it’s been proven over and over again that control is an illusion created by the psyche to lull you into a false sense of security. Security only comes when you release your grip on the need to know… and God will let you know on a need to know basis via whoever or whatever means seems appropriate at the time.

The run up to the Full Moon in Scorpio on Wednesday might bring you the clarity you seek but until then hold tight, things are about to get SURREAL!

More later… x