Amplification Of Passion – Meet Me In My Wholeness

Finding out who you are is the first step in creating the life and love that you really want. Up until the point of accepting that prior to understanding your true nature you are simply seeking to heal something you believe is missing, you will always seek out a vibrational match to the perceived broken aspect of self.

Basically put, whilst your are trying to fill a void, you’ll attract someone or something that reflects and reinforces that void within you.

Damn!

Once you let go of the need to be other than you are… broken, whole, perfect, imperfect… it’s all relative and a matter of perception, you begin to accept that what makes you different is what makes you who you are. In this state of self-acceptance, you begin to exude new levels of purity and authenticity that draw towards you a plethora of miracles including your reflection in the purity of others.

If others will meet me in my wholeness, we become the amplification of passion. Let me explain:

Imagine that your heart centre is a light-filled vessel, say a Grail cup. Now as you are eliminating light from this heart chakra, filled, fuelled and overflowing divine purity to all who draw near, their heart centre’s are reflecting back that divine purity and because they are already filled, fuelled and overflowing, the light is increasing and creating something new that can be shared out further. Everyone is sharing what they have to give, nobody is taking what isn’t needed.

Take instead a depleted, say half full heart chakra. It craves love so it shines what it has at whatever comes close… as the law of attraction demands that like attracts like, potentially that is another half full heart chakra that needs to be further filled. (Are you still with me)? “I’ll take that, thank you very much.” Says the approaching half-hearted chakra… The original waiting now to receive something in return to fill the depleted vessel that just gave what it had away as a bargaining chip.

I just said yesterday to a dear friend: “two broken people do not make a whole one.” Find your authentic wholeness and use it to help another find it within themselves (if they will it), then the two of you will amplify the light for others making you, as a team, a force to be reckoned with.

So how do you find your inner light? Read my last couple of posts, it’s a start.

Regardless of what you may currently believe, the only thing standing between you and everything you have ever wanted is you… and your opinion of how worthy you are of having it… but trust me when I say that if it’s for your highest good then it’s already yours.

Principles 1, 4 & 7

More later… x

 

 

Monday Mind Manoeuvre – Deftly Handling Ecstasy.

Sssh, I want to share a secret with you: today’s mind manoeuvre is actually about stepping out of the confines of your mind altogether and fully into your beautiful body.

What a gift we were given when we agreed to incarnate into the physical to experience the ultimate pleasure of form and friction. That being said, how many of us wander through life stuck in our heads and fail to even notice the sensations associated with life.

The human body is an incredibly sensitive instrument that has the power to transform spirit into matter, to literally make manifest more life in myriad forms… and then to interact with all it’s creations. But we dismiss all our physical creations as man made and undermine the miracle that it took to give life to an idea that originated as an abstract string of energy that coalesced into a thought before being birthed into form.

I watched an aeroplane fly overhead yesterday and was struck by the enormity of what I was witnessing… someone, somewhere in a bygone age, looked up to the heavens and saw a bird soaring in the great blue beyond and said to themself, “Oh that I might see life from God’s perspective just as that bird does. Oh that I might know such freedom as flight.” Not understanding fully that he or she also had God’s perspective and the perspective God observed was the potential for man to fly… but today we have forgotten and such miracles have become commonplace.

When your spirit fully occupies your own vessel, life flows through you and everything is made new. No matter how many times you have seen it, felt it, breathed it, tasted it, smelled it or heard it, you will do so as if it was the very first time…

Housing the Holy Spirit, which is divine consciousness, is only possible when you release resistance and surrender to what is… losing control and revelling in it, revelling in sensation is what God created you for. Deftly handling ecstasy is not about gratuitously indulging in “the pleasures of the flesh” (unless you want you), it is about allowing all experience to educate and inform you to the universal presence of, and connection to All-That-Is.

It’s Monday, you are probably all up in your head and completely disconnected from the neck down… it’s just a means of getting you from here to there and its functions are most probably a hindrance in your schedule, right? I mean, who has time to savour lunch, smile at the warmth of the sun on your face or acknowledge the gentle brush of your clothes over your skin?

It takes just a moment to enjoy a sensation, any sensation… and that moment might just be the happiest, most enjoyable, innocent and yet simply divine interlude of your day.

Give yourself permission to feel.

E.g. if you’ve been looking down at your mobile device to read this, how does your neck feel right now? If you needed me to tell you to notice it’s a bit stiff then you are disconnected… stretch, give it a rub… enjoy.

Principles 1, 3 & 6

Have a sensational Monday… x

Ps. The tech team are still wrangling with the Seekers sign up issue… hang tight x

Saturday Oracle – Emerging Into Innocence

I feel like this is a familiar combination. I didn’t wander back through the archives to see whether it has come up before, when or how often, simply because if it feels like it fits the natural flow of events then there’s no reason to question why the two cards screamed to be chosen… and it is an oh so natural progression from the last few days of embracing one’s own truth.

Principle 3: I AM Human, finds its mate this week in the vibrant orange of the sacral chakra and with it the unnecessary hiding stops.

I AM Human deals with the fallibility and frailty of the human condition in this case invoking emotions such as shame and guilt but it is also the Principle that deals most closely with the elements of grace known as forgiveness and acceptance. When placed in the context of sacral energy this then applies to sexuality, intimacy and social positioning. When you apply grace to all of those, something extraordinary occurs…

The arrival of this combination this week then shows the emergence of innocence as we fully allow our spiritual selves to embody our physical selves and let the light shine through the body itself.

Until now we may have been suppressed by those feelings of guilt and shame about our sexuality and seen ourselves as less than beautiful, less than divine: as human, and therefore somehow unclean or unloveable… but now the childlike, innocent wonder of pure nakedness must be appreciated. Nakedness not just in the sense of having no clothes, but in the sense of having nothing to hide.

This emergence of innocence has such power inherent within it as you allow yourself to begin to revel in the experiential interplay of senses, almost as if you have been given a human body for the first time and you can see through new eyes that everything is in high definition, hear with ultra-clarity the musicality in even a gentle breeze. Now the smell of everything is exciting, arousing memories and inciting new inspiration… as I found just days ago the taste of pure clean water has become so intoxicating to me that you would assume I had never taken a sip in my life. Be prepared to feel… yes feel everything as your nerve endings become alive with the light shining through you and resulting in you emanating a magnetic field that becomes irresistible to all life… You have become life itself.

I have titled this piece ’emerging into innocence’ for a very good reason: there is nothing contrived about this immensely attractive state you are entering into, there is nothing about it that is founded in ego, Principle 3 is in its positive format here, ensuring that the ego is falling asleep and grace has flooded your system allowing you to be who you are in your most natural state and as a result you are falling completely in love… with you.

Only when you fall in love with all that you are, do you step into the fullness of the divine plan for your physical life here.

This week you can continue the path that began halfway through last week when you stopped judging yourself and started playing with the gift of a physical life and all its blessings, in the same way a child prefers the simplicity of the cardboard box the gift came in than the complex possessions it housed. No matter how plain, basic or even battered you see your body as (or your cardboard box), you are beautiful… in fact you are fascinating and everything you encounter this week can be fascinating too when you allow yourself to experience intensity with the intention of discovery.

Rediscover yourself this week. When you get out of your own way and your divine spirit fully embodies your physical form, you are not just attractive… You become incredible… and seriously sexy.

Have a great week… x

Ps. Keep an eye out for news of the Seekers membership section. The tech team are currently fixing the sign-up link.

Friday Confession – No Longer Hiding The Source Of All Light

Is Friday a good day for a confession? Well ready or not, here I come. The truth, as it is for me, cannot remain suppressed. I’m no longer hiding the source of all light.

I’ve previously been holding back on some of my posts simply to avoid upsetting someone. Knowing that my words can trigger insecurities in those with whom I have a close or karmic connection, and avoiding conflict as best I can by occasionally pussyfooting around issues that might be deemed contentious or taken personally, misread or deliberately twisted to mean something else…

How many of you do that? How many of you dim your light, lower your voice, stay hidden, just so you won’t rock a boat that you are actually being held to ransom in? (That’s a metaphor obviously).

Principle 2: I AM Detached is the part of the Grail that I find often trips up all who begin the journey consciously. At its core it refers to unhitching your attention from a specific outcome, whether that be a repeat of what’s gone before or a desired future destination doesn’t actually matter, when you specify how you want things to turn out you manipulate the path towards it.

By withholding a part of who you are, effectively dimming your sparkling essence, you are manipulating how people see you. Sometimes it’s to protect them from their own shortcomings but more accurately it’s to protect you, either from your own fear, or deeper than that, your fear that their shortcomings and therefore reactions to who you truly are might cause them to dislike you, ridicule you, argue with you, get angry at you or abandon you.

This is where Principle 4: I AM Truth kicks in. They have to do what they have to do. They will always act or react from their own truth however different from yours that may be. Once you have let go of your attachment to the outer goal though, their reaction no longer holds any sway over you. That’s not to say you want to deliberately hurt anyone or offend anyone. If causing harm is your intent then you’re reading the wrong blog. What it does mean though is that you no longer have to continue trading your comfort for someone else’s.

And now we arrive at Principle 3: I AM Human. The art of forgiveness begins with the recognition of a fragile being. That’s what an ego is, it’s a child in pain doing its best to protect itself from the world it perceives as a harsh environment in which it has to fight for it’s own place in existence. The ego, when it feels attacked, slighted or unheard, loses sight of the Soul parent to which its bound and has no concept of how to truly protect itself in a peaceful manner so then it must fight to stay alive, to take power away from its perceived threat… it has forgotten that it has access to the power of the universe through its Soul-Self and will therefore usurp the light from wherever it shines externally… The ego sees only through physical eyes and cannot observe anything through the eyes of the heart. You must love the child despite its attack on you, only love can save it, anger reinforces the cycle of fear.

You are the source of all light. God shines through you (each and every one of you), but His frequencies change and become unique with you as a filter. Not everyone will be attracted to your light frequency (your truth). Some will be repelled by it, others will attempt to reconcile the difference by changing their frequency to harmonise, whilst others still, will try to force yours to match theirs… but the rainbow of truth that is humanity, it’s diversity, is the whole truth. From God’s eye view the pattern is perfection.

Now, to those who love me but would have me fit their mould I say this…

When we arrive at Principle 7: I AM Open-Hearted, we will have adopted an attitude of balance where we can truly see the beauty in all the light frequencies that blend and dance in a constant exchange of give and take. We will begin to learn from each other instead of taking from each other, we will begin to cherish the exposure to a beautiful array of fresh new ideas that compliment and contrast causing co-creation and eventually a brand new truth, a blended truth that has a frequency all of its own, it has a name…

It’s called love.

More later…x

Ps. We are working to get the sign up link working so you can become a Seeker (free member). Check back soon.

Getting To Grips With Ownership (And The Giving Of Surprise Gifts)

Continuing along the theme of abundance on this beautiful Summer Solstice, I was playing with the title and couldn’t help but notice the irony of it. Getting to grips with ownership actually has two deliberately loaded and unwise concepts at its core:

  1. The concept of ownership
  2. The act of gripping.

Taking you back to Monday’s insight “The Truth About Abundance,” at its core were two more productive ideas:

  1. The concept of allowing or acceptance
  2. The act of sharing.

The two things have a very different feel and the universe knows it.

If you want to increase your quota of anything, be it money and material wealth, love, friends, joy,  even ideas, then recognising that true ownership is universal and ultimately sits within the mind of God is the first step to putting yourself directly in the flow of more good stuff.

Take me for instance. I’ve long been grappling with whether or not to launch the membership aspect of this site. I’ve placed obstacle after obstacle in my path. Now some of that was due to gaps in my knowledge base about the technical aspects of building a site but mostly it was the constant indecision about how much I wanted to share about The Wholly Grail and my work… completely counter to my natural propensity towards sharing… but then I had never had anything taken from me before. Because I give so freely of my work and pretty much everything else I have, nobody has ever felt the need to take what’s mine when it’s always been so apparent that asking for it would yield such gifts and flow of generosity that underhanded tactics would prove unnecessary.

It yielded an ego response from me. That’s what ownership is: ego. It comes from a place of lack and a fear of not having enough. We live in a proprietary world where what’s yours is yours and what’s mine is my own. But more importantly and more accurately it almost stopped the flow. I almost abandoned the whole idea of not just the membership platform but of sharing Grail insights at all. Then something amazing happened…

Did I already mention where true inspiration comes from?

The Grail is an ancient concept that has been fed to many minds over many millennia straight from the mind of God. The uniqueness of The Wholly Grail is determined by the manner in which I interpret the universal flow of intelligence through the filter of my own experiences.

When I release my grip on ownership I begin to understand that though the copyright may remain with me, the information has been given to help mankind, and it was given to me, to flow through me, exactly because of my joy of sharing.

That being said… as a gift to the whole world on this the longest day of the year, Midsummer’s Day no less, I am opening up the first phase of the membership site later this afternoon. You can join as a ‘Seeker’ which is a FREE membership status and get delicious access to the basics of the secret Grail Mechanics that hide in plain site to throw you off the path, as well as 3 upcoming members only workshops with me… and first hand news of when the site will be open for full ‘Grail Knight’ membership and what that will provide to guide you along your path to inner peace, enlightenment and living an empowered life.

So to recap… God owns everything, if you grip onto it you kill it dead… if you let it go you let it flow… sharing is the key to receiving more… exchange of energy makes it grow faster… you don’t have to take someone else’s, yours is on its way if you allow it to come… and the membership site goes live this afternoon… got it? Good.

I’ve immensely enjoyed sharing… it’s Principle 7 in action… Please share this too if it resonates (you never know who might find The Wholly Grail an invaluable tool).

More later… (a lot more if you sign up for FREE today) x

 

 

Workshop-The Healing Spectrum

Full Day Workshop-The Healing Spectrum Date: 25th November 2017 Time: 10am - 5pm Location: My Home, Sheffield, UK Winter is coming! (This Game of Thrones fan has always wanted to say that). No, seriously though, preparing for winter is something that these days involves getting your flu shots and pulling out your winter woollies, but have you considered how the darker months affect your health, happiness and wellbeing? Read More

Monday Mind Manoeuvre – The Truth About Abundance

I hope you had an opportunity to read the Intuitive Chalice Oracle post from Saturday, it pointed at a week of taking care of our basic material needs with a view to smashing through our limiting poverty consciousness and beliefs about lack. Let’s instead then start to focus on the truth about abundance.

The Wholly Grail is all about flow and the peace we find in flow. You can take that concept and give it an image: the Grail Cup or Chalice… imagine that full of whatever you want…

Now a full cup is a beautiful thing, it represents plenty, but it is also a finite amount and the universe just doesn’t work that way. Everything in the universe is energy and energy is renewable, constantly changing form without diminishing and therefore infinite. That being said, if you stop the flow it will divert elsewhere.

When your cup is full, if you block the flow, like placing your hand over a wine glass when you’ve got enough, you cut off the abundance of the universe. Scarcity thinking will set in soon after as you take a sip from the glass and realise it’s contents are now depleting. You become protective of it, obsess about it, measure it, sip less regularly to make it last… basically begin to focus on how little you have instead of how free flowing life previously was.

The truth about abundance is that it requires 4 joyful actions on your part:

  1. Believe there is always more to come
  2. Be grateful for what you have already
  3. Share your gifts graciously
  4. Get out of the way of the flow

The flow, wants you to want it, the moment you say no, usually by disbelieving it’s possible, it feels rejected and diverts to those who play with it, love it, and have fun with it, welcoming abundance into their lives and the lives of those around them.

Transform your vision now into a Grail Cup or Chalice that is full but this time, instead of placing your hand over the rim to stop the flow, feel your excitement rise as it spills over and begins to spread, laugh with delight at its carefree spillage… it’s not wasteful, share the excess with everyone you love, those in need, those who welcome the flow and agree to abide by the four rules of abundance… now you can have fun with it together.

There is always more so have an abundant Monday (and everyday after that)!

More later… x

Saturday Oracle – At The Root Of The Matter

I’ve been contemplating this combination for a while, doing my best to ignore the obvious connotations it infers. This week Principle 1: I AM God meets the blood red base chakra to get at the root of the matter.

Whilst preparing an ascension class earlier this week I was meditating with the Ascended Master Hilarion with regards to firstly the impending lesson and secondly my own life and current circumstances. He pointed out for me a simple image of a tree… admittedly this was an impressive specimen, obviously having been there an age, but it took some digging and jostling on his part to get me to recognise what the tree represented for me.

This combination represents the tree in many ways, with roots running deep and wide into a fertile earth and a trunk that was solid and strong, so strong that it’s still the most widely used building material in the world, and then there’s the branches, boughs and leaves reaching up towards the light.

Consider that the branches etc, are the things you reach for, the things you grow and the fruits you bare… the projects, services and gifts you give to the world in your own way no matter how small. The strong trunk would have to be your health… your mind, body and emotions in balance producing vitality, energy and that necessary strength. Not just physical strength but the strength or endurance to go the distance. Then we have those roots…

The base chakra, or root as its otherwise known is not so called for no reason.

In my vision the tree, though strong and magnificent was stood alone. In order to stand alone you must have very strong roots in deed. Roots are your basic needs. They have little to do with where you come from which is the association we often make but it is to do with what makes you feel safe.

Your security, safety, sense of belonging and your resources are all in question this week as the first Principle asks about worthiness. That, combined with material needs such as home or shelter, food, water, money etc, is spelling out a week where your attention is turned to survival and possibly fraught with unnecessary worries brought on by poverty consciousness, also known as lack mentality.

Your agenda is changing from what you produce to what you use and though reality is a good place to be (compounded by Neptune now in retrograde), your inability to recognise yourself as worthy and deserving of abundance is going to be your stumbling block.

Years ago my Auntie ran one of the busiest pubs in Sheffield city centre (before the pub trade died on its ass for various reasons). Every Christmas, the pub was so rammed that the bar team got overwhelmed… in those days they didn’t use posh epos cash registers, you were expected to do the maths… but my Auntie had a strategy for her team for just such occasions and its stuck with me for 30+ years: “Think of a number and double it!”

The strategy wasn’t exactly sound but the sentiment was, you see nobody blinked an eye, nobody was counting, everyone wanted what they had to sell (a good time and a party atmosphere more than a pint of bitter I might add), and nobody cared.

Principle 1 is about having faith that all your needs will be met because you are a spark of the divine and it is only your thoughts about what you want and whether you deserve it that keep you apart from it.

So in short: Your focus is on your material well-being, and rightly so as stuff no doubt needs taking care of… but if you focus on what you don’t have you’ll create more need, if you focus on what you do have you’ll create more abundance. If you recognise that you are worthy of more, more will be added, if you assume you don’t deserve to receive then the universe will not deliver!

Remember that tree… How long did it take to get so big and strong and magnificent… you’ve made it this far, push the roots deeper and remember its the ground around you that provides the nutrients but the leaves stretching high into the air need the light of God to do anything with the resources the roots absorb. Money is not separate from God, nothing is… and you are allowed to want more of it in your life… abundance is your birth right.

More next week… x

Why Would You Want To Be Anybody Else?

They say the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence… living next door to a lovely retired couple as I do, the two of them both keen gardeners, this adage is actually very true in my case. A pristine lawn (devoid of buttercups), though appealing is far from my priority in life and I don’t hanker after a keeping up with the neighbours kind of life.

The general feeling this week from those I’ve been in contact with has had a similar feel. Not about grass you understand but about an underlying envy that directs people’s choices and somehow forces them to recreate what’s already been done.

We are each a unique manifestation of God, and Big G gave you a unique set of attributes, talents and skills with which to make magic… why wound you want to be anybody else?

The differences that you work so hard to hide or to correct as if He somehow made a mistake are a part of the greatest tapestry in existence. Attempting to morph into the nearest pretty, outwardly perfect specimen, is attempting to diminish the diversity of the pattern that exists as chaos in our eyes but as perfection from a higher perspective.

When a human being attempts perfection on a local scale, they create bland sameness… when The Divine creates perfection on a universal scale, It creates awe, wonder, inspiration and magic.

You may not have the perfect lawn, the perfect bikini body, the perfect Hollywood-white smile, or the perfect anything on the surface… but that’s all it is: surface.

That lawn my be laced with chemical weed killer and its owner using it as a way to avoid engaging with the world outside, that bikini body may endure living on lettuce leaves and wither at the thought of being seen as nothing more than “meat” despite a beautiful mind. That smile may be fake. hiding tears and trauma that nobody will ever know about because how can you possibly be sad with such a brilliant smile?

Everyone is subject to their own personal pain, and no matter how sexy they make it look on the outside, yours is the only pain you’re equipped to handle… The external qualities Big G gave you were specifically set up to teach you what you needed to know to become who you needed to be to achieve what you needed to achieve… if you then chose to become something else, someone else, then you took all the gifts He gave you and dropped them on the floor like an ungrateful toddler who was far more interested in taking what someone else was given.

Take what you have and nurture it. Nobody else has what you have and nobody else can recreate it.

Principle 1: I AM God

More later… when I’ve tended the lawn (buttercups and all)… x