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Saturday Oracle – Emerging Into Innocence

I feel like this is a familiar combination. I didn’t wander back through the archives to see whether it has come up before, when or how often, simply because if it feels like it fits the natural flow of events then there’s no reason to question why the two cards screamed to be chosen… and it is an oh so natural progression from the last few days of embracing one’s own truth.

Principle 3: I AM Human, finds its mate this week in the vibrant orange of the sacral chakra and with it the unnecessary hiding stops.

I AM Human deals with the fallibility and frailty of the human condition in this case invoking emotions such as shame and guilt but it is also the Principle that deals most closely with the elements of grace known as forgiveness and acceptance. When placed in the context of sacral energy this then applies to sexuality, intimacy and social positioning. When you apply grace to all of those, something extraordinary occurs…

The arrival of this combination this week then shows the emergence of innocence as we fully allow our spiritual selves to embody our physical selves and let the light shine through the body itself.

Until now we may have been suppressed by those feelings of guilt and shame about our sexuality and seen ourselves as less than beautiful, less than divine: as human, and therefore somehow unclean or unloveable… but now the childlike, innocent wonder of pure nakedness must be appreciated. Nakedness not just in the sense of having no clothes, but in the sense of having nothing to hide.

This emergence of innocence has such power inherent within it as you allow yourself to begin to revel in the experiential interplay of senses, almost as if you have been given a human body for the first time and you can see through new eyes that everything is in high definition, hear with ultra-clarity the musicality in even a gentle breeze. Now the smell of everything is exciting, arousing memories and inciting new inspiration… as I found just days ago the taste of pure clean water has become so intoxicating to me that you would assume I had never taken a sip in my life. Be prepared to feel… yes feel everything as your nerve endings become alive with the light shining through you and resulting in you emanating a magnetic field that becomes irresistible to all life… You have become life itself.

I have titled this piece ’emerging into innocence’ for a very good reason: there is nothing contrived about this immensely attractive state you are entering into, there is nothing about it that is founded in ego, Principle 3 is in its positive format here, ensuring that the ego is falling asleep and grace has flooded your system allowing you to be who you are in your most natural state and as a result you are falling completely in love… with you.

Only when you fall in love with all that you are, do you step into the fullness of the divine plan for your physical life here.

This week you can continue the path that began halfway through last week when you stopped judging yourself and started playing with the gift of a physical life and all its blessings, in the same way a child prefers the simplicity of the cardboard box the gift came in than the complex possessions it housed. No matter how plain, basic or even battered you see your body as (or your cardboard box), you are beautiful… in fact you are fascinating and everything you encounter this week can be fascinating too when you allow yourself to experience intensity with the intention of discovery.

Rediscover yourself this week. When you get out of your own way and your divine spirit fully embodies your physical form, you are not just attractive… You become incredible… and seriously sexy.

Have a great week… x

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Friday Confession – No Longer Hiding The Source Of All Light

Is Friday a good day for a confession? Well ready or not, here I come. The truth, as it is for me, cannot remain suppressed. I’m no longer hiding the source of all light.

I’ve previously been holding back on some of my posts simply to avoid upsetting someone. Knowing that my words can trigger insecurities in those with whom I have a close or karmic connection, and avoiding conflict as best I can by occasionally pussyfooting around issues that might be deemed contentious or taken personally, misread or deliberately twisted to mean something else…

How many of you do that? How many of you dim your light, lower your voice, stay hidden, just so you won’t rock a boat that you are actually being held to ransom in? (That’s a metaphor obviously).

Principle 2: I AM Detached is the part of the Grail that I find often trips up all who begin the journey consciously. At its core it refers to unhitching your attention from a specific outcome, whether that be a repeat of what’s gone before or a desired future destination doesn’t actually matter, when you specify how you want things to turn out you manipulate the path towards it.

By withholding a part of who you are, effectively dimming your sparkling essence, you are manipulating how people see you. Sometimes it’s to protect them from their own shortcomings but more accurately it’s to protect you, either from your own fear, or deeper than that, your fear that their shortcomings and therefore reactions to who you truly are might cause them to dislike you, ridicule you, argue with you, get angry at you or abandon you.

This is where Principle 4: I AM Truth kicks in. They have to do what they have to do. They will always act or react from their own truth however different from yours that may be. Once you have let go of your attachment to the outer goal though, their reaction no longer holds any sway over you. That’s not to say you want to deliberately hurt anyone or offend anyone. If causing harm is your intent then you’re reading the wrong blog. What it does mean though is that you no longer have to continue trading your comfort for someone else’s.

And now we arrive at Principle 3: I AM Human. The art of forgiveness begins with the recognition of a fragile being. That’s what an ego is, it’s a child in pain doing its best to protect itself from the world it perceives as a harsh environment in which it has to fight for it’s own place in existence. The ego, when it feels attacked, slighted or unheard, loses sight of the Soul parent to which its bound and has no concept of how to truly protect itself in a peaceful manner so then it must fight to stay alive, to take power away from its perceived threat… it has forgotten that it has access to the power of the universe through its Soul-Self and will therefore usurp the light from wherever it shines externally… The ego sees only through physical eyes and cannot observe anything through the eyes of the heart. You must love the child despite its attack on you, only love can save it, anger reinforces the cycle of fear.

You are the source of all light. God shines through you (each and every one of you), but His frequencies change and become unique with you as a filter. Not everyone will be attracted to your light frequency (your truth). Some will be repelled by it, others will attempt to reconcile the difference by changing their frequency to harmonise, whilst others still, will try to force yours to match theirs… but the rainbow of truth that is humanity, it’s diversity, is the whole truth. From God’s eye view the pattern is perfection.

Now, to those who love me but would have me fit their mould I say this…

When we arrive at Principle 7: I AM Open-Hearted, we will have adopted an attitude of balance where we can truly see the beauty in all the light frequencies that blend and dance in a constant exchange of give and take. We will begin to learn from each other instead of taking from each other, we will begin to cherish the exposure to a beautiful array of fresh new ideas that compliment and contrast causing co-creation and eventually a brand new truth, a blended truth that has a frequency all of its own, it has a name…

It’s called love.

More later…x

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Together We Are Blinding!

A few months ago I noticed that my personal Grail cup had sprung a leak and so I set about repairing the damage…

As a perfectionist in many areas of my life I had embraced the idea that imperfections were a great way of assessing sincerity and acceptance in others. I did this subconsciously of course, I mean why would my conscious, fully awakened self need to test people? This phenomenon occurred unbeknownst to me in every aspect of my life from my physical vessel to my home, from my work to my relationships. The problem being that the flaws I created didn’t test how others saw or accepted me but instead how I saw and accepted myself… now there’s a paradox if ever I heard one simply because when you don’t accept yourself that’s when others fail to accept you. Your flaws do not deter the fundamentally flawed, in fact they attract others to you, what repels them or creates insincerity within them is the massive leak of energy seeping from the metaphorical Grail that either washes them clean away or feeds their greed depending on the people involved.

The first kind being those who come in love, those wishing to embrace you and add to your light and the second having similar leaky vessels and so refuelling from your leak… sounds all very technical but here’s the thing: plugging up your vessel allows it to fill up and thus allows others to refuel from the overflow instead of the depleting spillage. There will still be those opportunists who drink it in, ┬áno matter: there is plenty more where that came from; there will still be those who get washed away, frightened by the light, no matter: God will find them a safe shore upon which to rest before finding there energetic match; but then there is a third type of perfectly imperfect partner in crime… I’ve have lots of those thankfully, they are the ones whose imperfections make them shine just as brightly as mine do me and together we are blinding!

If you want to plug your leak, if you want to allow others to see and accept you just as you are all you have to do is love yourself unconditionally, not in spite of your imperfections but because of them… you’ll probably find that many of them disappear anyway once you no longer feel the need to test people.

Principle 1: I AM God (therefore perfect)

Principle 7: I AM Open-Hearted (therefore the imperfections are perfect too)!

More later… x