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Monday Morning Mood Makeover – Laughing In The Face Of Wisdom

Writing this on Sunday afternoon as I felt compelled to do, I couldn’t contain the merriment that seemed to be exploding from my inner being as a result of seeking enlightenment.

You would imagine the intense work involved in learning and teaching the secrets of ascension would be serious business and that the euphoria would stem from housing the Light of God for any given period of time… but no, the sheer bliss actually spontaneously erupted from the very human question: “Who in the world would believe this shit… and more to the point, who could you possibly tell without being locked up for suspected temporary insanity?”

In that split second (that went on for a further several minutes) I rediscovered the secret of true enlightenment: the uncontrollable childlike belly laughter that rose up from depths of my being at the absurdity of the hoops we jump through to become that which we never stopped being… we just forgot that we were and always will be, and in fact can never be anything else other than The Divine in human form.

Now I would love to share with you the secret processes, teachings and time honoured initiations that involve transforming your physical body into a pure clear vessel for more light, but it’s Monday morning… can you honestly tell me you have the time, patience (or faith) to follow those instructions in minute detail, even down to how to breathe? Or, would you be much more invested in a couple of minutes with some good friends dropping all your defences and raucously howling at the externally apparent idiocy of having to explain why your base chakra just exploded…

Make of that what you will but should physical repercussions become evident, I bags the first crack at the bathroom!

Laughing in the face of wisdom may be a bit disrespectful but this Grail Knight just had the best laugh she’s had all year.

Drop the struggle and surrender to the absurdity of reality… you may just realise that Principle 1: I AM God, is the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth… honest.

More later… x

The Path of Petals

New Course: The Path of Petals

Commencing: 3rd March 2017

Location: South East Sheffield, UK

The Path of Petals is a journey of self-discovery, inner alchemy and self-mastery. It is one of many ascension pathways requiring of its sojourners to both dig deep and reach high.

This course is a combination of many of the spiritual practices and techniques that I have taught for years and has been devised to consolidate and contextualize knowledge into wisdom through disciplined personal practice.

In some traditions the chakras, when activated and enlightened, are referred to as The Chain of Flowers, taking this principle, The Path of Petals suggests walking step by step through the chain and understanding each petal (challenge or blessing) of the chakra as you go.

The course systematically climbs the chakras through the 3rd, 4th and 5th dimensions, through 33 chakra stages, deliberately uncovering, facing and healing latent programming and old wounds, releasing the individual from conditioned responses and emerging into true grace: the epitome of 5th dimensional living. Overlit by the ascended master’s Dwjal Khul (know also as The Tibetan or The Seeker’s Master) and Serapis Bey (sometimes referred to as The Egyptian) and embracing aspects of The Essene traditions and The Kabbalah. The course will feature lightbuilding exercises, colour, crystal, visualisation and sound therapy alongside the in depth psychology work.

Ascension is the process of ‘raising up’, moving into a state of mastery over the ego and freeing oneself from the ego’s mastery over you.

This is mainly a face to face course and its participants must be able to travel to Sheffield UK on a fortnightly basis to attend the group sessions which will be supplemented with online group work via a private Facebook group on the alternate weeks in between sessions and one to one follow ups/counselling with me. It is meant to provoke a serious disciplined personal spiritual practice and therefore self-work/homework will be mandatory in order to facilitate a shift in consciousness.

This course is for you if you are aiming to make your current spiritual practice a part of your daily life without feeling like you can’t function in reality and be spiritual too; if you are looking for a supportive small group environment in which to explore the true meaning of spirituality beyond the fluffy bits (where you can stop pretending to feel love and light and actually start generating it); and if you are ready to undertake the dedication and commitment needed to transform your world into heaven here on earth.

NB: It’s worth noting that those of legend who walked this path before, had a tendency to spend 40 days in the wilderness before arriving into the state you’re perusing… so don’t think this journey will be an easy one!

I’m making the commitment to the course attendees to dedicate up to 18 months to walk this journey with you (actual course length is 72 weeks/36 live sessions) and those who decide to undergo this training will be expected to show the same level of commitment. The cost of the course reflects the intention and places are limited to just a handful to ensure everyone gets the support they need throughout the process.

Payable over 3 payments each of £333,  (the number representing the ascended master’s) the first of which is due before the course commences, then again at the end of August 2017 and the final payment is due again at the end of Feb 2018.

(Equating to a total investment in your training of £999 GBP which works out at less than £1.99 per day over the length of the course).

If you think you are ready to walk The Path of Petals contact me now for more information and to apply.

Please note that payment of first instalment will secure your place on this course.

I’m looking forward to walking the path with you.

Come To This Crossroads

A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. The next step I take, though not the first step, for I have journeyed all my life to come to this crossroads, will be a step born of love and a step into surrender…

Until now I always seem to have been moving towards something, someone, somewhere, a destination that holds no guarantees, but in the last few days along the last few steps, steps that have slowed with each foot I put forward as if the quality of the ground beneath me was whispering gently to me “not this way” and I had only just, for the first time in a long time managed to understand that those whispers were not about how I should walk, which shoes I should wear, how long or how fast my stride was… but just a simple instruction that the road ahead was not the road for me. That perhaps the destination itself was right where I am, right who I am and right now?

The road I’ve been walking has been painful to tread. Some days I didn’t know if I could walk another step, some days the very ground beneath my feet fell away and some days it reared up to challenge me: to slap me down and break me. I never gave up the path because I believed it led somewhere, to something important but the path is endless, it comes without reward and without respite until you understand that the journey itself is the reward, and the respite is the series of moments along the path where you stop to smell the flowers, where you share the path with companions and the laughter sparks a series of unprecedented miracles of consciousness. But the road has ultimately been a road I’ve walked alone and it led me here…

The next step I take will be my first one without chains. I am striving no longer to become but am instead letting go in order to be.

I may let go of old ideas. It’s ok.

I may let go of old practices. It’s ok.

I may let go of old goals. It’s ok.

I may let go of old behaviours. It’s ok.

I may let go of you. It’s ok.

In order to walk a path that doesn’t yet exist, to blaze a new trail of discovery, I can carry only what is mine… and the ground beneath my feet has not yet learned how to whisper “this way” or “that way” and that’s ok because the whisper from my soul grows louder by the moment and that message is clear: “My darling you already are.”

The path I choose is not the path of pain, it is not the path of despair, it is not the path of fools… I choose the path of petals.

The Path of Petals is my new ascension training course for self discovery and self-mastery that I will be delivering starting this March for anyone who is interested in joining and who lives locally to Sheffield UK. More details will be available soon and an online version will follow.

More later… x

Stuck Between Floors

The old world, the one you once called home, the one where the inhabitants were ushered here and there day by day; heads down, unaware of the injustice visited upon them by the shepherds of the self proclaimed utopia; once you raised your eyes from your feet and the pavement in front of you and stepped out of line, sneaking past the guard who had been equally as brainwashed into believing he was protecting some kind of social order… that world to which you once belonged when you were asleep, is now an alien place to you.

They know you are no longer entranced. To go back there is not an option.

The new world, the one with an army more equipped with technology, fire power, resources and subterfuge, the one you imagined you might infiltrate to see what was really going on, that place is terrifying to you… to be a sheep or a wolf? You can survive for so long being an evolved sheep in wolf’s clothing, there are those who won’t bat an eyelid as you carefully manoeuvre through this dangerous territory… after all you look the part, you talk the talk… but you smell like a lamb to the slaughter and you don’t know the ropes here. What do you do? You can’t stay, it’s not safe… and you certainly can’t go home…

Home?

Change is enormously distressing even when you know it’s necessary. Enlightenment, means change. Like stepping into an elevator at the ground floor and pressing the button to ascend only to find that you become stuck between floors. The time in that space can be a frantic grapple to get to a place of safety but you have no real understanding of what safety is, simply because the floor below you stifles your newly open receptors but the floor above seems just as uninspiring and full of pretenders with hidden secrets…

Where is home?

The elevator is your friend. The gentle background music and the reassuring voice “lift going up.” This isolation is not a trap.

You aren’t stuck, the small box in which you are shielded, raising you far beyond the only floors you believed existed will deposit you in its own sweet time to a place so far beyond the drab, way past the shiny and garish, into a place where sheep and wolves transform through Grace into genuinely beautiful individuals who will open their arms to accept you as the magical doors open… and for the first time you will know that you’ve truly arrived home.

Hold your nerve, don’t get off until you reach your floor… you belong much higher than ever dared believe.

Principles 1 & 4.

More later… x

 

Saturday Oracle – A Narrow Window

Grail Oracle 3Grail Oracle Indigo

Being human has its limitations. As a species we live a linear existence and though we often stop to look back and around, time doesn’t appear to. This weeks oracle marries Principle 3: I AM Human, with the deep indigo of the brow or 3rd eye chakra and is focusing in on exactly that: our limitations. Well, our limited perception and perspective anyway.

It feels somewhat ludicrous to me that the point of the energy flow this week is that we cannot predict the future… and believe me, the irony that this is an oracle reading is not lost on me.

Let me at least attempt to shed light on the current situation. Do you think it is a coincidence that this combination has appeared at such an unpredictable time in the global political arena? Now I’m not politically minded, but anyone walking a spiritual path is aware to varying degrees that the universe is driven by the constant shift of power/energy from passive/receptive to active/aggressive. It’s simply known as the dance of yin and yang or the cosmic feminine and masculine balancing act and it has always been so as far back as anyone can remember. This constantly shifting power creates friction and in turn that friction creates change… evolution if you like.

I’m not pretending the uncertainty isn’t terrifying but that’s where this oracle begins to make perfect sense…

Being human as in the definition of Principle 3 means we are ego driven and that is in direct opposition to but essentially complements our divine nature. Without the ego, this battle of dark and light could not take place and everything would remain static… for static read boring and evolution grinds to a halt.

The ego though, is self obsessed and fearful at that, so when our limited perception detects an oncoming storm it freaks out and self preservation becomes its number one priority… that is simply because we have a view through a narrow window on the world. Imagine for a moment that Master Jesus, looking through a narrow window, denounced God to save his own life… From God’s perspective the current unrest is a singular manoeuvre in an infinite chain reaction and this week’s “outcomes” are not outcomes at all, merely the next vital step in our evolution.

None of the perceived potentials from our individual narrow windows look appetizing right now but that’s because no oracle in the universe, save God’s plan, can make sense of the overwhelming chaos and where it’s leading us.

There is a bigger picture here that we will only understand in hindsight. Right now you have a choice… will it be fear, or will it be faith?

JC climbed on that cross because he understood there was a bigger picture… he chose faith and put his ego to one side. He too was human… but he chose his divinity. Saving our own skins is what drives our egos but the ascension of all humanity is what drives the forward motion of all outcomes.

Whatever happens… believe there’s a greater good.

More next week… x

 

The Authentic Voice – Stripped Naked

What is it you think I want to hear?

We run through life at a hundred miles an hour forgetting what this whole journey is for: connecting, learning and growing. In an effort to honour that gift I set out this week with an agenda to have no fixed schedule but to fill every moment with joy. I also, being conscientious of that, noticed how often others limited my moment to moment experience with stuff that wasn’t mine, assuming I’m not already really busy.

Now this was a week of hard work, enjoyable, inspiring, loving service, combined with conversations with beautiful friends and family… that was one of my prerequisite components to achieve the experience I was looking for… but this is briefly what I got:

Exactly what is it you think I want to hear?

Authenticity means allowing the soul to be stripped naked and vulnerable… showing feelings, not suppressing ego; letting the raw, pure self rise, fears and all into a loving, accepting open forum for healing… but all bar one of my undeniably amazing friends (thank you Sue), decided that they would pretend to have already absorbed and applied the wisdom and this time it was different.

Now you may think I’m being sceptical here until you understand that just hours later the repetitive patterns restarted in each of them.

There’s a reason that we go around the boulder time and time again instead of flowing gently downstream towards new experiences and that is simply: denial.

“I’m ascending” spoken aloud, proclaimed for all to hear, (or whatever specific words are used to express the sentiment of growth and change), is the ego’s way of convincing others that they are moving up in the world or the imaginary hierarchy of souls. It’s a symptom of a lack of self-worth and a red light to a lack of self-work.

You have nothing to prove to me. You have nothing to prove to anyone except to yourself (God within you) and no matter how loud you shout “this time it’s different” your soul will quietly sit back and watch your ego jump through every hoop and fly the trapeze at the circus knowing full well that there is always more work to do.

When you come to me and speak the words aloud “I’m drowning,” or something like it, when you no longer need to pretend you’re ok when you’re not, that’s when the authentic voice – stripped naked, takes over and ascension really begins.

You have to face the darkness in order to shine your light.

Principles 1: I AM God, & 4: I AM Truth.

More later… x